Aphelion Issue 278, Volume 26
November 2022
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The Appointment

by Ferne Merrylees

Death arrived at 96th Street Station on a bristling cold spring evening. He slipped through the gates, barely pausing before descending down the steps to the Downtown platform. When Death passed, a young man shivered and flicked up his collar with a softly whispered “fuck,” jamming his gloved fists inside deep pockets; a homeless woman huddled against a wooden seat groaned and rolled away; a little girl swinging her father’s hand back and forth squealed delightedly as her cheeks flushed pink from the cold. To those whose sand still plinked softly and steadily in their hourglasses, Death was just another icy draft, a flair of pain in aching joints, the catch of a breath.

Death flicked his long black coat back with leather gloved fingers and rested his thumbs inside his trouser pockets. He wore this body like a suit, chosen with this particular client in mind. His pace was even and steady, footsteps silent against the tiled floor. Whether people parted before him, or perhaps by chance, he continued unobstructed -- unimportant except to note he would not be delayed.

Death had an appointment.

The businessman perched on the yellow line like a plump grey pigeon, a permanent crease between heavy salt and pepper eyebrows. The man folded and unfolded his newspaper, flicking out the pages with a loud snap, then firmly creasing the folds. Somedays the newspaper was a weapon to shoo off insects or the homeless. Other days it was a shield to hide behind. Today it was a prop to make clear his annoyance for the ever-constant train delays.

Death had pencilled him in for 15:32.

Death stepped beside the businessman, close even on such a busy platform, and it was only a moment before the businessman looked up and then quickly away. He dug around inside a pocket and pulled out a couple of quarters.

“I’m not after your change,” said Death. The man’s scowl deepened and he re-pocketed the coins.

“Well, I don’t have time for any nonsense,” the man said, voice tight and a little rough from years of smoking. He’d quit just as many years ago, but his teeth were still stained and the cold made his lungs burn, especially on days such as these.

“Oh, I know. You’re out of time full stop.” Death held out a hand and the businessman shook it out of habit, unable to hold back a shiver. “I am Death. We’ve an appointment.” Death had selected a voice that was smooth, educated and left the businessman feeling unsettled. It instilled an anxious throb, a sense of loneliness wrapping tight, of regretting saying “Yes” too many times to all the wrong things, and “No” to all the things worth something.

The businessman hunched his shoulders, tucking his paper under his arm as he shook his head firmly.

“That can’t be right. I’ve a very important meeting in the morning and there’s a proposal due Tuesday that still needs to be written up.”

“It’s not something you can choose.”

“Well, I happen to disagree,” the businessman said firmly.

“Convince me then. Why should I come back another day?”

The businessman opened his mouth and, for the first time after years of being verbally verbose, impressing clients and wives and bosses alike, his mind went blank.

“My job is very important,” he managed. Death raised a finely arched eyebrow, unimpressed.

“And you’re irreplaceable?”

The businessman said “Yes”, but he couldn’t help thinking of that brown-nosing lad, Troy, who had the bosses eating out of his palm and was annoyingly good at his job. Would they even wait a day before his ergonomically designed chair was given to Troy?

But money and work wouldn’t impress Death.

Death smirked. “I’ll give you an extra year if you can convince me.”

“Only a year?” The businessman cried out, thinking of his last wife -- an ex in all but the paperwork -- who’d escaped to San Francisco, claiming it was the furthest she could get from him without crossing oceans. His kids were long grown up. He’d burnt his bridges with his daughter. His son had thrown up a digital wall, texting to cancel lunch dates he had no intention of keeping in the first place. The businessman had not minded all that much.

What could he do in a year? Travel somewhere unfamiliar? Fall in love? Learn something new? He was too old for any of that rubbish. He’d lost just as many women as he’d loved; he’d travelled all around the world on pleasure and business, until none of that was remotely appealing anymore. He’d learnt all he needed to know.

“How about a month then?”

The display board flickered and his train’s arrival time changed to two minutes.

A month? What could he do in a month? It would be too painful to try to reconnect with his children knowing his time was up. That wouldn’t be fair for anyone. May as well let them hate him if that would mean they’d grieve less. He openly admitted to himself that he was too selfish and stubborn to try.

“Okay, a day. One more day.”

Work wouldn’t miss him. His wife definitely wouldn’t. His kids? At least his will would offer them some consolation. Their therapists probably had a field day with their “daddy issues” and he allowed the guilt to settle in his chest rather than pushing it away with self-indulgence and denial like he usually did. He just wanted to be home in his favourite chair -- the one he’d had since college, the one that had survived all three wives. It smelt vaguely of cigars and burnt coffee. He wanted to finish his book. He was two-thirds of the way through and he desperately wanted to know how it ended.

He could see it, tented open on the arm of his chair, a cup of cold tea forgotten on the floor. If he’d know this would be his last day, he’d have rinsed the bathroom sink of the ring of hair he’d left whilst shaving, maybe changed his sheets, gathered up all the cups scattered on bookshelves and dressers, residues of dark tea inside. The last mark he’d leave on this world easily washed away.

“I want to know how it ends,” the businessman said softly, gripping his newspaper between sweaty palms. “I don’t know how it ends.”

“Sadly, I’m afraid,” Death said regretfully, clapping the businessman on the shoulder kindly. He left it there as the train rattled closer.

“I guess now is as good a time as any,” the businessman said. Death tightened his grip. The lights of the oncoming train flashed across the rails and the afternoon rush of people began to jostle.

“It’s okay. The next step is easy,” Death said. The businessman closed his eyes and stepped forward into the train’s path.


2017 Ferne Merrylees

Bio: Ferne Merrylees recently completed her PhD in Creative Writing at the University of Newcastle, Australia. She had a short science fiction story published in SWAMP, an online magazine for postgraduate creative writing, and her novella Kangaroo Feathers was published by Bookbound Publishing when she was sixteen. She writes a blog that reviews speculative fiction (www.fernemerrylees.com), and she has a growing twitter following @fernemerrylees.

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