by J. B. Hogan
How does it feel, chameleon boy,
to be dying?
splotches considered a disease?
Blow up your throat sac,
do your electrical-jerky pushups;
push back from the end.
It’s only fear, anger –
loss of identity,
continuing life in your absence
that rankles so.
Go ahead, regenerate yourself – or try,
make the colors change,
the cells grow anew.
Crawl along that thin limb
onto which you cling.
Fall scale-shattering back to earth,
leave residue on a leaf,
slide around and beneath your tree.
Time is passing, chameleon boy,
make up your mind,
the waiting is tiresome.
Saggy skin is hardly a treat to anyone,
a lack of movement no excuse.
React will you?
Breath in, breath out,
or get out.
No one cares for a dramatic
final death scene.
Breath in: once or twice,
make up your mind.
© 2009 J. B. Hogan
J. B. Hogan has a four-story e-book, Near
Love Stories, now online at Cervena Barva Press
He also has over forty-five stories and
thirty poems in such journals as: Word Catalyst, Istanbul
Literary Review, Cynic Online Magazine, Admit 2 (forthcoming),
Every Day Fiction, Every Day Poetry, Ranfurly Review, Dead
Mule, The Scruffy Dog Review, Smokebox, Aphelion, Rumble, The
Swallow’s Tail, Poesia, Bewildering Stories, Avatar Review,
Copperfield Review, Ascent Aspirations, Megaera, The Pedestal Magazine,
Dogwood Journal, Mastodon Dentist, Poets Against War, The Square Table,
Raving Dove, Mobius, and Viet Nam Generation.
He lives in Fayetteville, Arkansas.
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