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Part Two

What was concealed
        Shall stand revealed
        In all its radiant glory.
        Those secrets held
        Shall be unveiled
   And thereby hangs this story...

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Year Two, May:
The Events of:
Jigsaw Creek


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Year Two, May:
They Only Come Out At Night
[The Right Stuff]

12:02 AM, May 25th

    "I know what we need." Sam's voice was pure honey.
    "What?" Abby was lounging on the bunk, flipping boredly through newsgroup articles on her PDA.
    "We need to play some games."
    "I like the sound of that already."
    "I've got my toy box right over here," Samantha said as she crossed the tiny room to rummage in a drawer.
    "I like that even better."
    "It's time I beat your-"
    "Yes?" Abby replied breathlessly.
    "Record on Space Fighter Delta. Ah! There's the disc."
    "Somehow, I thought you had loftier pursuits in mind."
    "Later. Play now- play later."
    "Deal." Abby grinned.
    "Now call Tom-Tom and see if he wants to meet us at the training sim we usually use."
    "It's late," Abby yawningly said as she stood and stretched.
    "He'll be up." Sam's voice left no room for doubt. Somehow, she knew that Tom wouldn't be sleeping.
    "What makes you think that?"
    "He's worried about her."

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    "Admiral, you have got to see this..."
    "What is it, Stenson?"
    "You asked to be notified of anyone hacking the training sims for games?"
    "Yes man, get on with it."
    "The pilots from Sister Ray and Sweet Jane- Schlesinger and Everet, sir. And that shrink from Nightwatch. They're  running a space combat sim that isn't in our inventory of programs. And the pilot is one bad mother! Sir!"
    "Who's the pilot? Schlesinger? She has a reputation as a hot-shot."
    "No sir, it's Everet."
    "Everet? The poor little rich girl?"
    "She's not like that sir. That's just tabloid gossip. I've seen her records. She was a good officer, decorated combat pilot, never played on her family's money or connections. Never been a discipline problem."
    "Decorated?"
    "Three times, sir. Twice for bomber escort missions, and once for saving a village and temple from a ground assault team- and their air support."
    "Impressive. Now about this game..."
    "Sir?"
    "Which one is it?"
    "Uh, Space Fighter Delta. Version 7, I think."
    "My grandson plays that one. Devilishly hard. Let's see it."
    "Yes sir..."
    "Good Lord! Level sixteen? Jackson only got up to level  nine, and he has a book of cheat codes."
    "Your grandson, sir? Is that good?"
    "Yes, Stenson. He showed me the package last Christmas, after he opened his gifts. Well, the last Christmas that I was home... I was worried it might be too violent for a five year old. The box said that the game was written with the advice of veteran combat pilots. Named a couple of Mid-East vets I recognized. Ace pilots, every one of them. Jackson was beating their scores by the second day. I watched him play- oh, lots of times. The game is damned hard. If Everet's this good, then she could teach our best a few tricks."
    "Should I send a couple of MPs to shut 'em down, sir?"
    "No Stenson," the Admiral answered after a long moment's thought. "Make the punishment fit the crime, my granddaddy Enoch always told me. Pipe this display to a viewer in each of the mess halls, fleet-wide. They want to show off, I'm going to make sure they show off to everyone. If they screw up, they'll never live it down. If they don't screw up, they might just give fleet morale a boost. Lord knows we need a shot in the arm after those explosive decompressions last week. Has Marduk's Captain reported on the exact body count, yet?"
    "Seventeen still missing, sir. Four bodies accounted for."
    "It was bound to happen,  Stenson. Sooner or later. There wasn't enough time to build all these junk-heaps to be safe. The Yorimasa got all the effort. The UN wanted one perfect ship to put the reporters on. Damned snow-job... The only reason we can keep the spin sections on the George running for six hours out of every eight is because I wanted my flagship to be vermin-free. Even that's a stretch, some days. George got second best, at the best. Marduk is a disaster waiting to happen-- again."
    "Sir, calling the reporters vermin is only going to lead to trouble. With all due respects, sir-"
    "Relax. Stenson. As long as they don't have my Bridge bugged, I think you and I can still manage a little privacy."
    "Sir, according to my best estimates, based on our most accurate reports, we really can pull this off."
    "My psychic sense tells me that there's a 'but' or an 'except' lurking in your verbal fan-dancing. You've been my Exec for over thirty years, Stenson. There's something you don't want to say. Well, spit it out man!"
    "Admiral, according to the best estimates I can make... We- we stand to lose between twenty and a hundred 'n' forty more people before this damned mission is over. I'm sorry Charles. I can only call them as I see them. There's only so many numbers to add up. They always come out the same. Every time I do the math. We can save the world. But more of us out here are going to die..."
    "I know, Jeff. I know. But all we can do is keep going. Now, this game..."
    "Sir?"
    "I assume that you've been recording it from the moment you got the silent alarm."
    "Bet on it, Admiral."
    "Good. I want a loop of their whole run on the game- playing on at least one screen in every mess hall in the fleet. If they're half as good as you say, they could wind up boosting morale back up to safe limits again."
    "Can do, Admiral. Oh! This ought to help."
    "What?"
    "They can pick their own soundtrack for the game. I just thought to access that. Seems they picked the Alice Cooper's Greatest Hits soundtrack."
    "Wicked, as Jackson would say."
    "Sir?"
    "Alice Cooper- I got to see his annual Halloween charity show in Vegas several years ago. The man may be my age, but he can still rock. 'No more Mr. nice-guy...' Yes, that ought to do very nicely. Make sure the sound comes through, Stenson. I want people cheering in the aisles. Wake up one of the Com techs if you need a hand."
    "I can manage, sir."
    "Good man. Go ahead and put it on one of the big screens here. And crank it up."
    "Sir?"
    "You have got to learn how to relax, Jeff. You can't go through your whole life as tight as a bow-string. You're going to worry yourself into a stroke. Get the display set up and take a break, for heaven's sake! That's an order, Mister."
    "Yes- Sir. Um- on main screen now. Setting repeaters... Done."
    "Good... Wow! Jeff?"
    "Sir?"
    "You got any more bottles of that Irish Mist that you officially don't have stashed in your quarters?"
    "Um, I think I can dig up a non-existent fifth or so, Charles. Off the record."
    "We're keeping a record? First I ever heard of it. Erase the damn thing."
    "Very good, sir. I'll signal my orderly."

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    "Where did you learn to hack a computer?" Tom asked Samantha as she typed furiously into the master console of the flight sim's computer systems.
    "You don't grow up the youngest kid of the fifteenth richest family in the world without getting a good education, Tom-Tom."
    "Um-" Tom was suddenly at a loss for words.
    "Sam!" Abby snapped. "You never told him before now, did you?"
    "Told me what?" Tom said, the innocence in his voice sounding lame even to him. "Sam's family has got money?"
    "Sam..." Abby bristled.
    "Guilty," Sam admitted as she hacked the final commands in order to get their custom game disc to load into the flight sim's computer. "Though I don't give a damn about the family business. That's my oldest brother's arena. I could care less."
    "Everet... The canned goods empire?" Tom asked. "I should have guessed."
    "Fourth largest canned soup company in the world." Sam said proudly. "We used to be third, but Progresso moved up two slots in the last decade. Big deal. Money isn't important to me."
    "Any particular reason why you didn't think it was important to clue me in?" Tom's voice sounded reasonable.
    "Just that I don't feel like anything other than earning my own way is worth a shit. I've got no reason to brag. Everything I've done has been on my own merit. That damn family fortune has been trying to keep me from being me all my life. Screw it. My sister and brothers are welcome to it. Ahhhh! We're in!" The computer beeped and clicked at Sam's last few commands, and a drawer opened up for her to insert her game disk.
    "You go, girlfriend!" Abby giggled. "Now it's time to put up or shut up. Gonna beat my record score? In your dreams, long-shanks."
    "Watch me, heifer." Sam giggled back. "You're going down, lover. Payback is a bitch- and I'm writing the checks today..."
    "Ladies," Tom said grinning from ear to ear as the game's opening graphics began to play. "Less flirting and bragging, more playing."
    "Slave-driver," Sam muttered under her breath as she selected game options with blinding speed. Within moments, the options screens of the game had been cycled through and the game proper began to play out. Within seconds, Tom was caught up in managing the engines, shields, and weapons power of Sam's game fighter. With only a few whispered hints from Abby, Tom began to feel more and more confident by the moment. In less than half an hour, they unknowingly began to attract attention around the view screens of the fleet's mess halls. Before forty-five minutes had elapsed, some Olympic-sized betting was being placed on the outcome of the game. After the first hour, 90% of the fleet was awake and cheering along at Sam's game exploits- now showing on screens all over the carrier fleet as different groups tuned their nearby monitors to the channel. Once again, the Speed of Gossip proved to be far faster than the mere Speed of Light, as the news of the game's broadcast was spread. She'd long ago passed into legend, as far as the fleet was concerned. In the minds of the gamers among the crew, Samantha was rapidly approaching godhood. Or at the least, sainthood.

    "Shields to sixty seven percent, Sam," Tom said calmly as the game's second hour neared it's end. The lilting strains of the intro to Alice Cooper's Hey Stupid beginning to pound out through the speakers in the sim booth- smoothly replacing the melodic chords of his song Guilty. Somehow, just as effortlessly, Sam shifted her firing patterns and her evasive feints to match the rhythms of the new song. "Ion beams at forty percent and recharging. Proton torpedoes at twelve percent, plasma bolts at eighty percent..." Tom added.
    "Engine recharge-" Abby whispered in Tom's right ear. Tom punched several buttons on his keyboard at Abby's prompting.
    "Shift-F12," Abby hinted.
    "Ah- Engines at fifty percent and on full re-charge," Tom said, only seconds later.
    "Damn," Abby whispered. "She's not gonna make it. The alien strato-fortress is coming up next and she doesn't have enough weapon power. She's not gonna make it into level twenty one."
    "Does she need engine power to bull through this?" Tom quietly asked, almost totally immersed in the game reality.
    "No, speed ain't what she needs," Abby replied, still whispering. "Hell, she doesn't even need her rear shields until after she kills the fortress."
    "Sam," Tom exclaimed. "Reducing engine power to ten percent. All weapons on full recharge, plus transferring rear shield power to all weapons systems.
Shift-F12... Shift-F7, Shift-F9... Ion beams at eighty five percent, plasma bolts at ninety percent, proton torpedoes at seventy five percent... Shields at twenty five percent and charging..."
    "I want shields on double-front- once the weapons charge," Sam said absently, totally into the game. "Rear shields at thirty percent, but not 'til we can spare the juice. We're gonna kick this mother's ass, but we're gonna need some-"
    "Here it comes!" Abby shouted. "Stomp that bugger, Baby!"
    "Eat hot plasma, invaders!" Sam shouted as she began her run against the game's alien fortress.
    The fleet cheered along with her as she dodged and fired. In the mess halls, hats were thrown in the air, and more than one table was almost overturned as Samantha's newfound fans leapt to their feet to shout their approval of each dodge and blast. As the point counter climbed on and on, nearly three thousand people cheered for Sam, unto the very ears of the gods.
    On the bridge, alone and totally against regulations, Admiral Herndon sipped Irish Mist with his Exec, and toasted the resurgence of morale in the fleet..


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Year Two, May:
Red Sky At Morning
[Cities on Flame With Rock & Roll]

12:15 AM, May 28th

    For once, Simon had barged into Ian Callow's office in the Nightwatch complex, un-asked, un-expected, and entirely un-welcome.
    "Good morning, Doctor Litchfield," Callow said with a mocking grin as Simon's angry shove sent the office door crashing into the nearby wall. "So nice to see you again. Won't you come in? Coffee? Brandy? Tranquilizers? No? That will be all, Caroline. Feel free to go on break until Dr. Litchfield leaves." Callow's secretary nearly levitated from the chair she had been sitting in, fearfully watching Simon's furious entrance, her eyes getting wider and wider. She dashed from the room at Callow's dismissal, throwing Simon a terrified look, one that only little old ladies like her can seem to pull off, as she pulled the door shut behind her.
    "Cut the crap, Callow. You knew what CE International was doing before you sent Stephanie and I into the lion's den. What the hell has gotten into you, man? You knew what they were doing. I can't prove it, but I know you knew... Are you trying to get us all killed?"
    "Litchfield, I assure you that I knew no more than you did when you left the Institute. Your report was the first believable one I got in the whole crises. And I'll thank you for not terrorizing my secretary, from now on."
    "If I didn't already know what it would cost Stephanie and Tom-"
    "Hold that thought, Litchfield. Remember that you do know. And remember that whatever precautions that I've taken, they can only have gotten stronger in the past months."
    "You'll play that card once too often Callow, if you're not damned careful. I already know about that trap. What makes you think I haven't been spending good time to render it toothless?"
    "Why Dr. Litchfield, is that the first glimmerings of real pragmatism and forethought that I see attempting to illuminate your dim visage?"
    "You infantile little-"
    "Careful, Simon. You have to watch your blood pressure, at your age," Callow mocked Simon's indignation. "And for your information, I briefed you on everything that I knew about CEI and their operation. I didn't know a damn thing that you didn't when you left the Institute. You went, you saw for yourself, you conquered. What more do you want? Egg in your beer? You did a good job- even hampered by insufficient information. There, I even managed to offer you praise. Doesn't that tickle your over-inflated ego?"
    "Damn you, Callow. My bloody ego isn't the damn point! I'm warning you, if your games get Stephanie or Tom killed on one of your little missions, I will personally make sure that you pay for it. And I have ceased to care about the consequences to myself. If you are responsible for their deaths, then I promise you that you'll regret it!"
    Simon stormed out, slamming the door behind himself.
    "I wonder what brought that on? Keel getting herself shot? He let that build up for a week?" Ian Callow muttered to himself as he slumped back in his chair, and the false, confident grin slipped away from his face like rapidly melting wax.


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Year Two, June:
Still... You Turn Me On
[Radar Love]

5:25 PM, June 12th

   "Tom-Tom, is that your girlfriend?"
    "Yes Samantha, that's Miranda. Dr. Fanshaw."
    "She looks just like-"
    "They're cousins. Distant cousins."
    "Yeah, her cousin's got bigger hooters. Not that Miranda ain't half got some nice ones, herself. Not very big strings on that string bikini, there. Hell, the tags have got more material in 'em than the suit does. Not that she needs covering up, I say. I always knew Doctor Miranda was built, but she's popping out all over, here.Yum..."Miri
    "Abby! Stop drooling over Tom-Tom's photos. I swear, you'd jump anything in a dress."
    "You complaining, Sam? What say we get you one of those swimsuits? I'll show you how fast I can jump."
    "Not to interrupt the entertainment, but why don't you two go get a room somewhere? I'd like to finish this message to Miranda- without distractions."
    "Samantha, he called us distractions."
    "Abigail, you are a distraction. You have the manners of a truck driver-"
    "I am a truck driver-"
    "Don't interrupt-"
    "Yes dear-"
    "Now get your hand off my butt and let's go get some dinner. I'm starving, and Tom-Tom wants to write a love letter. Let's give him some time alone."
    "Sam-"
    "Can it, Abby. I know you're bored. We all are. Everybody is. We can bother Tom-Tom later. Give the man a break. He's in love and his sweet-thing's a long, long way from here. Let's go eat something and give him time to write to his sweetie. We can come back after dinner and Tom-Tom can play Doctor with you. And I'll hand out warm towels afterward..."
    "Sam!"
    "Sorry Tom-Tom, but I'm bored too. You won't blame a girl for daydreaming up a few harmless amusements, will you?"
    "You two are the most exasperating women that I've never had- Er... ever known."
    "Oh-ho! Guess who needs a conjugal visit? Or are you still getting the heebie-jeebies from being inside all these cramped spaces?"
    "Abby! You are the rudest, crudest, meanest-"
    "Sam, Tom knows I'm only joking. Out here, we're almost equals... I'm fighting off my panic attacks and Tom's fighting off his claustrophobia. We need to joke about it, just to blow off steam! Sheesh!You are getting cranky."
    "Take her off, feed her, soak her in a Hot Tub, and give her a back rub. Then give her desert. That's what I prescribe. Trust me, I'm a doctor, I know what I'm doing. Now go! Lemme alone so I can write this letter!"
    "OK, we're gone! Bye!"
    "Good evening..."
    "What are you going to do, e-mail her and ask permission?" Tom thought he heard as the two women walked off down the hallway towards the commissary and their voices gradually faded.
    "Watch me, babe," Sam said playfully. "You just don't know... Damn. My arms are sore from yanking that boat around all day."
    “And that’s all you’ve been yanking, right?” Abby joked back.  "Seriously, sounds like you need to have the hydraulics in the steering yoke checked out. That stuff ain't all fly-by-wire, you know. Maybe you've got a leak. Or maybe the mechanics haven't topped off the fluid tank."
    "I'll get it checked into, Abby."
    "You do that, Sam. Can't be too careful out here. Better to get all the bugs worked out while we're still doing simulations. Once we reach the comet it'll be too late to yell for repairs. Might be the pump, too... Damn, your butt looks fine in those coveralls."
    "Abby, sometimes you make me feel like a Chinese take-out dinner tray."
    "Oh? How so, Samantha-mine?
    Samantha grinned and shook her head.  "You're horny again- You heifer! You are positively worse than any man!"
    "I'll work on it, Babe. I'll work on it."  The two of them started around a corner.
    "You ever noticed how air at this pressure feels squishy?" Samantha asked as she smacked her lips.  Abby looked at her hard, and Sam reached over and pushed her into the wall.  "I heard you think that, you letch!"
    They turned the corner
, and their voices faded into silence. Tom looked around at the light blue walls of his stateroom, glanced at the big Miles Davis poster and the few photos of Miranda that he'd thumbtacked to the walls, and then sighed as if in relief at the peace and quiet that he knew in his heart to be only temporary. After cuing up some quiet jazz music on the room's sound system, he sighed again and finally began his letter.


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       June 12
      17:50 GMT
    UNSS Saint George
    Cthulu Expedition


             Miranda,
      I got your latest letter yesterday morning. Your care packages were greatly appreciated.
    By me, and by whatever telecom jock copied your photos and started selling printouts on
    the fleet's black market. (Laughs) Now you know how your cousin feels when some photos
    of her appear online. You've become very popular. (Laughs) I've even heard a rumor that
    Admiral Herndon finagled himself a set of your pics.
      Abby and Samantha have begun mothering me. I detect your slender fingers in that little
    manipulation, my dear. Really, you shouldn't have. I'm a big boy now, Momma. I actually
    can take care of myself. And I *am* keeping current on my suit drills! Abby throws them
    at me 3 or 4 times a day, some days. Speaking of Abby, she's showing marvelous progress
    in keeping her panic attacks down to a minimum. I think that having Samantha here as a
    fellow pilot has helped quite a lot. Those two seem made for each other. But back to my
    training.  My schedule is quite full of various other training sessions with all the other
    equipment that I'm going to be using when we reach the comet. I thought our little ship
    would feel very confining after the voyage out in the carriers--which are still more
    confining than you'd think--but I was wrong. The cabin has this humongous dome-shaped
    wind shied- like a soap bubble made out of diamond. Our control positions are spread out
    like spokes on a wheel, and our heads all point towards the center. Looks weird, but it
    gives us lots of room in such a small area.
    The trawler is, if not comfortable, at least bearable. And the work helps keep me focused.
    The food on the carriers is pretty palatable, although the galley of the trawler is more like
    a vending machine. We tend to only snack while in the trawler, and eat in the Mess Hall
    when the training session is over. We've even begun EVA training outside the trawler,
    on training flights close to the carrier fleet. The first time, I thought we'd get left behind,
    but it turns out that I'd forgotten that we share the fleet's momentum. Needless to say, I got
    ribbed about that one for a while. (Grins)
      It is beautiful out here. The stars are sharp and clean- and they have colors! But no beauty
    visible in outer space can compare to the sight of you. You know? Its almost a cosmic joke,
    but I'm going to have to feel grateful to Ian Callow for roping me into this little adventure.
    Without him, I might never have met you. Falling in love with you has been the biggest
    adventure of my life. And I owe it all to the manipulative SOB that hates my guts. (Laughs!)
     God is, indeed, an Iron. (And thank you for turning me on to that Spider Robinson book!)
     As always, I am missing you greatly. The days pass slowly out here. If it weren't for the
    work we would all be on edge from cabin fever. Attach an audio file to your next message,
    please. I miss the sound of your voice, too. Not just the sight of you. Too bad that e-mail
    can't manage scents as well as sights and sounds. I miss your perfume most of all.
      Well, I better log off if I want to make the evening beamcast home with this letter.
             Forever Yours,
                   Tom


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    "Tom-Tom," came Samantha's voice from the doorway. "We brought you a tray from the mess hall. I hope you like roast beef, potatoes, and gravy..."
    "Sam, thank you. But you shouldn't have. I could go to the mess hall-"
    "Shush Doc," Abigail said. "I promised Dr. Fanshaw that I'd make sure you ate right. Did you get your little love letter finished and sent off?"
    "Yes, I got my message off to Miranda. I was in time for the evening beamcast to Earth. And
Abby, you three are ganging up on me. That isn't fair."
    "That's right, Doc. Sit back and enjoy the ride."
    Tom sniffed at the scent wafting from underneath the tray's cover, and his eyes suddenly widened. "Do I smell Brussels Sprouts? In wine vinegar?"
    "Well, several steamed vegetables actually. But yes, Miri said you loved Brussels Sprouts in a vinegarette dressing, so we looked for them especially."
    "Ladies," Tom said as he rubbed at his eyes, "I don't know how I'd get by out here without your mothering."
    "Hey! No call to talk dirty, Doc!" Abby giggled. "We're just doing you up right for a friend. That's all."
    "Sure thing, Abby. Thank you for the food. You too, Sam. I'm sure you both argued over every spoonful," Tom laughed. "So she wants me back twenty pounds overweight... I think that's a good sign."
    Abby nudged Samantha in the ribs, and they winked at each other conspiratorially as Tom opened the various covers on the meal tray and began to dig in.


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Year Two, June:
The Events of:
The Peacekeeper


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Year Two, June:
Another Day, Another Ray Of Hope
[Spirit of the Age]

11:25 AM, June 20th

    "I'm glad to see that you're less irate than your last visit, Litchfield," Ian Callow said smoothly as Simon was ushered into Callow's office by a seemingly petrified Caroline Summerset, Callow's long-suffering secretary. Simon essayed a smile at her, but she bolted from the room as if she'd been confronted with Jack the Ripper- knife in hand.
    "You sent for me?" Simon's voice could put a extra layer of frost on an iceberg.
    "Yes, please sit," Callow requested in a reasonable tone. "This could take some time."
    "If this is about this last mission," Simon began as he slid into the proffered chair. "Stephanie and I have finally got a good handle on it. If events pan out, we should have everything wrapped up within a week- week and a half, at the most."
    "I've been reading the updates," Callow replied smoothly. "I know where you are. For what it's worth, I'm impressed."
    Simon stonily gazed at Callow in much the same manner a scientist would look through a microscope at some disease virus. Moments later, he spoke quietly, but without a trace of friendliness. "This isn't about our current mission," Simon said- speculating, but without a doubt in the world.
    "You're growing more perceptive as you age, Doctor. No, this isn't about your current mission." Callow sighed deeply, pinched the bridge of his nose, and continued on in a tired voice. "Nineteen and a half hours ago... I got a report from the expedition. One of the carrier ships had another blowout yesterday. Explosive decompression. Nine more deaths."
    "Tom?" Simon said painfully.
    "I don't know," Callow answered. "The report I got had most of the details security blacked, and was very brief as well. I asked for the pertinent details as soon as I read the report, but there's a minimum of a twelve hour turn-around time on news to and from the fleet. In this case... Six hours to me with the original news, six back with my questions, and six more hours to wait out the reply from the fleet again. I expect further details at any moment. I knew that you'd want to be here when the message came. So I sent for you at the earliest time the reply could come back. If you can keep from trashing my office, I think I could even get my secretary to bring us a pot of coffee while we wait."
    "I do need to apologize to her. I've felt like a heel for frightening her."
    "As well you should," Callow said firmly. "I can excuse your shouting at myself, and even a bit of breakage about the office. I don't give a tinker's damn what you think about me, or how you feel. But if you wind up costing me the best secretary I've been able to find in thirty-plus years of Washington politics-"
    "Yes?" Simon asked cautiously.
    "I will, personally, neuter you with a dull knife, without benefit of anesthetics. Do you understand?" Callow's voice was cold, calm, and somehow lacking in his usual sarcasm.
    "Ian," Simon almost grinned. "Be careful. A stranger would think that you actually cared about Ms. Summerset's welfare and mental health. Is it because of her age? Reminds you of someone, perhaps?"
    "I care about the fact that she is the best secretary on the East coast," Callow quietly hissed through clenched teeth- as if he were in pain. "I'm asking you- politely -to keep any vendetta that you may, justifiably or not, have with me- out of earshot of my secretary!"
    Simon sat back and blinked at least three times while his mind attempted to fit this new data into what he already knew about Callow. Or thought he knew. Within five seconds, his attention was fully occupied by Callow and looking for signs that he'd been replaced by a pod-person. It took all of Simon's willpower not to blurt out "who are you, what have you done with Ian Callow, and how can I make sure you never bring him back?"
    "You really care what she thinks?" Simon finally asked.
    "I care that it would take me years to find anyone else as good at her job as she is. She's good at what she does..."
    "Stop right there, Callow. If you've picked today to become a human being, I want out before I gag."
    "Shut up, Litchfield," Callow said tiredly. "I told you why I wanted you here. Your friend may be dead. I wanted you to hear the news as soon as I did. Perverse as it seems, I owe you that."
    "I'm stunned, Callow. Why should you feel you owe me that? Why should you owe me anything?"
    Any answer Callow might have wanted to make was interrupted by a buzz from his desk intercom.
    "Yes?" Callow answered.
    "Mr Callow, there is a messenger here to see you."
    "Send them in."
    "Yes, sir." There was a loud click as Ms. Summerset shut off her end of the intercom. Seconds later, there was a quiet double-tap at the door. The messenger entered without waiting to be asked, strode militarily up to Callow's desk, shoved a clipboard under his nose, and demanded "signature..."
    As soon as Callow signed the form, the messenger handed over a manila envelope, spun on his heels, and left the room as if anything inside it was already a fading memory. Callow wasted no time, slitting the envelope open with an ivory-hilted switchblade knife that he habitually kept in a desk drawer. Wordlessly, he shook the papers out of the envelope and scanned the first few pages intently. Within seconds, he sighed as if in relief, and passed the papers to Simon. "He's alright," Callow said.
    Simon quickly read the report, skimming over the blacked-over text that security had decreed.
    "One of the docking areas," he summarized aloud, "near the outside of the carrier Marduk suffered explosive decompression- the entire maintenance crew for one tug was killed. It says here that 'slight' damage caused by a bad docking by the tug pilot the day before 'might' have weakened the hatch seals on that chamber. Nine dead. This is the second explosive decompression on the Marduk. And that this makes thirty two deaths for the expedition so far. Tom never mentioned any deaths in his letters."
    "Two from the carrier Yorimasa, and four from the Saint George- from accidents on spacewalks, and the rest on the Marduk from the two blowouts. Weldon is on the George. The first report of this new accident didn't name the ships or any other details. I had to assume the worst," Callow said. "I'm sorry I got you excited. At least now you know that he's all right."
    "Callow?"
    "Yes, Litchfield?
    "I'm not buying it. You're up to something."
    "Am I?"
    "I'm certain of it," Simon replied.
    "You're wrong," Callow replied evenly. "Please offer your apologies to Ms. Summerset on your way out."
    "I'm dismissed?" Simon asked, beginning to get angry again.
    "You have work to do," Callow said flatly. "I know I don't have to remind you."
    "Callow-"
    "Save it. You have your good news. Go tell Stephanie."
    "Callow?"
    "No. Just go. Now."
    Without another word, Simon rose from his chair and left Callow's inner office. He took nearly fifteen minutes to apologize to Ms. Summerset for his rabid actions the last time he had visited Callow's office. Finally, his conscience sporting a brand new band-aid, he left to carry the mixed news to Stephanie Keel. Tom was alive, but people he had been working with had died. Suddenly, tragically, senselessly. But the work went on, as it had to keep going on. The sky must not be allowed to fall.


**********
Year Two, August:
Rendezvous With Cthulu
[Spaceman]


9:25 AM, August 11th

    The next few weeks passed by in a blur of mind-numbing drills and endless work.

Comet Cthulu -- Early Expedition Sighting    "All Hands, prepare for scheduled deceleration. Repeat, all hands are to prepare for the scheduled deceleration for Cthulu Rendezvous..." the message blared out of the PA speakers on every ship in the fleet.
    "Is Sister Ray locked down?" Tom asked- thinking of the stubby, four-winged arrowhead that he'd come to know intimately from his training.
    "I inspected her twice- yesterday and today," Abby replied after a moment's pause as they jogged down the corridors of the Saint George. "Capt'n Darlene by my side the whole time. Everything is tied down and secured. For any stress short of getting hit by a stray asteroid, anyway. Relax, Doctor Tom. Nobody's gonna fuck up. We've been practicing too damn hard for that. The whole damn fleet's been doing drills for the last motherfuckin' month. Working my fat ass to the bone, I tell ya..."
    "Baby, please don't cuss."
    "Sam, I grew up on a fishing boat. With real, live sailors, you know?"  Abby rubbed her nose with the back of her hand.  "All that time in the Air Force didn't help me towards sainthood any, either. And now I drive trucks... Well, before we left, anyways."

    "Abby- Baby... I'm just saying you've been cussing a lot more since this trip started. I wish you'd go back to being you."
    "Sorry," Abby said as the vibrations in the ship increased.  "I'll try to keep a lid on it, for you."
    "How do you feel Abby?" Tom asked as he scanned the welds in the passageway module.  "We're going to have to take our ship out on a mapping mission tomorrow. Sam and I are going to be depending on you."
    "I know, Doc. My guts feel like month-old spaghetti-"
    "Ooo, very poetic," Sam whispered.  The three of them had to hold on to the walls as the Saint George shuttered. 
    "Pipe down, Sam."
    "Yes, Tom-Tom."  Sam looked around with barely disguised concern.  "This old girl...young girl...doesn't like these maneuvers, does she."  Tom looked at Abby with a mixture of professionalism and compassion.
    "It's all right to be scared, Abby. But you know that you can do this."
    "Damn straight, Doc," Abby said with as much conviction as she could muster.  "I can do it. I was born to fly, and this will be the best friggin' flyin' that there's ever been!"
    "I'm looking forward to it myself," Samantha said. "I'll be flying Captain Best's Sweet Jane in a different formation, but I'll be able to see your ship. And we'll all be on the Com. Tom-Tom will be right behind you, and Captain Simmons knows he's your doctor."
    "Yes," Tom added. "Darlene's damn glad to have you as pilot, Abby. And for what its worth, I trust you."
    "Coming from you Doc," Abby said. "I'll take that as a compliment."
    "Come on you two," Samantha said. "We've only got a few minutes to get to our stations and strap in."

**********

Comet Cthulu: Co-Orbit Insertion    The Flight Crew's acceleration stations on each carrier consisted of a long chamber near the outer rim of the ship's rotating section- where that section was spun on the ship's long axis in order to imitate gravity for the crew . There were six of these chambers, placed equally distant about the rim of the huge drum that was each carrier ship's Spin Section. It was the same as on both of the other carrier ships -a long room with rows of gimbaled cots lining the two longest walls. Hundreds of flight teams were either already strapped in, or getting into their assigned cots- all over the fleet. Getting into the acceleration couches on the flight team deck was just about like getting into a tiny sports car. One pretty much has to squat next to the thing, put one's butt in the seat, pull one's knees up to one's chin, and swivel sideways on one's butt cheeks to assume the right position to stretch back out and strap in against the inertial forces. That was the way they were taught, and that was the way they did it as the three ran up to their assigned stations at the last possible moment.
    "All ships, all ships-" once again came Admiral Herndon's voice over the PA. "Deceleration for Cthulu Rendezvous in progress. All crew spin sections will reduce speed to one sixteenth gravity.  All sections stand by for inertial effects.  Fire retros on schedule. Repeat, all ships fire retros on schedule."
    "It's a little late to think of this now," Tom said as he braced himself, "but did we pack up everything in this section? 
    "Earth-Shield Fleet is go for orbital matching. Final deceleration thrust in five, four, three, two, one, fire retros!"
No sooner than had Tom, Abby, and Samantha gotten themselves strapped tightly into their assigned cots- did the alarm go off and the big ship's first lurch of deceleration came.  Almost immediately, bits of accumulated refuse slammed from one side of the room to another, making a sound like popcorn on the bulkhead. The Saint George was slowing his charge, preparing to meet the great dragon, Cthulu.
    The Marduk, and the Yorimasa were slowing as well, as the whole fleet swung into a carefully plotted set of co-orbits with the Cthulu Object. Trailing close behind, the six great weapons also decelerated into their intended individual orbits near the comet. The Excalibur, Orcrist, Kusanagi, Mjölnir, Sakti, and the Wardenclife floated into position moments later. A celestial ballet of immense, barely practiced complexity had just been flawlessly performed by nine highly skilled pilots, and more than one pilot marveled at the miracle of it all.
    The easy part was over.  The real work was just beginning.


**********


       August 15
      14:32 GMT
    UNSS Saint George
    Cthulu Expedition


             Miranda,
      It was such a a treat to get another message from you so soon.
    You must have sent them nearly back to back. Yes, I am still
    taking my vitamins *and* the anti-nausea pills to combat Freefall
    Head-Spins. And the hours in the gym are helping too. They have a
    low-gee area nearer the ship's core that we can use to become
    more accustomed to micro-gee-- and even 0-gee if we get daring.
    I haven't had to use a sick-bag yet. Even though the low-gees we
    went to at orbital insertion were a little like being sea-sick. I
    managed to get through it. But Mike Addison, a nearby bunkmate,
    got ill enough to have to transfer to the Med Bay for 48 hours.  We
    all sent him
cards. And his Navigator, Violet Caraminor, paid him
    a "therapeutic"
late-night visit that was caught on the Med Bay
    security cams.
The footage is more than a little hot. Your cousin
    would be able to
learn some useful pointers from Ms. Violet, LOL!
     And I thought life out here
would be dull. LOL!
     Distractions like that are making it easier to cope with my
    claustrophobia. And the feeling of good fellowship among all the
    crew on the George  helps, too. Abby's been counseling me  as much
    as I have been her. That's been a learning experience in itself. (grin)
     We will be starting the big operation soon. Cutting Cthulu down to
    size. Making several manageable chunks out of this massive mountain.
    Even from 8 miles out, the comet looks huge in the screens. Still
    the freakin' rock asked for it! LOL!
     Despite the lighter side of all this, you are still too damn far away
    from my arms for me to be truly happy. As one poet I've found says:

    "Time is a dull ache
    That grinds away at each day
    Until, like polished diamonds,
    A sparkling gem of memory remains,
    Perfect, and untouchable
    By entropy's dimming embrace..."


     OK, got to go. Sam and Abby want to go run some sessions on the
    flight sims. They send hugs and kisses.  Hope everything is well
    on Earth.

          Forever yours,
                Tom



**********

   COMET THREAT IMAGINARY UN SAYS
                               August 18th
    Staff Writer: Llandra Sheiar

    New York Daily Bugler

    In a report issued by The UN Security Council, released today,
    the rumors that the current Emergency Training Exercise was a
    cover-up for a real disaster in the making were effectively
    dispelled. UN representative Abdul Alhazred (Libertarian, Egypt)
    stated for the record that all speculations concerning Cthulu
    being a real threat to Earth were baseless paranoia. "The stars
    are not yet right," he said, "for any sort of apocalypse. There
    is nothing to fear but the ignorance of the dark that we all
    share. This training exercise is designed to learn how to prevent
    just such a natural disaster. Given the nature of the universe,
    it is only a matter of time before such an emergency becomes real.
    It is best that we train now, while there is no danger to Earth,
    so that we can safeguard future generations."
     Official reports added that the chances against Earth being hit
    by an asteroid or comet large enough to end civilization as we
    know it were on the order of one impact every sixty million years.
    When questioned about the Dinosaur-killer impact of sixty five
    million years ago, Representative Alhazred declined to comment. "I
    am not a scientist," he said. "I only know what they tell me..."
   

**********
Year Two, August:
Absent Friends
[Just Another Movie]

6:42 AM, August 29th

    As Simon paused to buy a morning paper at a news stand he'd passed on an earlier walk that week, a small-town paper in the same rack boasted a headline that caught his attention. As soon as he had scanned down the first section, he stopped reading as if he'd been hit by a brick.
    "Damn," he said. "It's just as Callow predicted."
    "Sir?"
    "Oh, sorry,” Simon said quickly as he reached for his wallet.  “Got distracted. These two, please."
    "Sure thing. That'll be two seventy eight."
    "Thank you. Keep the change."
    "From a fiver? Thanks, Pal. Have a good one."
    Simon nodded politely, but absent-mindedly, and left with his two newspapers. Later on at home, he read the article in the small-town paper several times through.

 Belleview Herald
 -August 28th-

Belleview, W. Virginia
Child Saved From Fire
Hero Gives Life To Save Little Girl
Contributing Writer: Zeb Carter

  The fierce flames of August 27th that threatened the lives and home of a
local family did not hold back the stranger in our midst. When a little girl
was trapped in an upstairs bedroom as her family home blazed up around her,
this knight errant appeared as if by magic. Our office has learned that the
hero, Tom Darby (age 83, of Center Junction, Kentucky) was only passing
through Belleview because he took a wrong exit off the interstate.
 Little Kathy Morgan and her family will always be thankful that Mr. Darby
got lost that day. Though they morn his passing, from injuries sustained in
the rescue attempt, they will always be thankful that he risked his life to
save little Kathy- A total stranger to him.

    Witnesses report that the local firefighters had been driven back by the
flames at Tod and Judy Morgan's house at 483 Bullfinch Terrace. Police and
firefighters were readying themselves for a final effort to brave the inferno,
when Tom Darby rode his motorcycle up to the scene. He is reported to have
thrown the motorcycle and his helmet to the ground as soon as he heard that a
child was still in the house. Without hesitation, he ran for the burning
front door in an effort to burst through, climb the
flame-wreathed staircase,
and find the child in the smoke-filled confusion. Medical teams at the scene
report that the two policemen and the fireman, who were injured while attempting
to restrain Mr. Darby from entering the burning building, will be released from
the ICU with a clean bill of health later today. Witnesses report that Mr.
Darby exited the burning home within minutes, holding the uninjured child in
his arms. She was wrapped in his leather motorcycle jacket. The back of his shirt
was ablaze, witnesses reported. Rescue workers took the child and immediately
extinguished Mr. Darby's burning clothing. He received emergency medical
treatment at the scene, and later at County General in their ICU's Burn Ward.
   Mr. Darby passed away five hours after he arrived at the hospital, despite
everyone's best efforts to save him. Cause of death was listed as 3rd degree
burns over 70% of his body, smoke inhalation, and flame inhalation.
The
three-year-old Kathy Morgan suffered no injuries whatsoever and was reunited
with her family within hours. Tom Darby will be granted several awards by the
City Fathers and the local Police and Fire Departments, posthumously.
A memorial
service is scheduled here in Belleview for August 30th, at Pine Ridge Baptist
Church, from 4 to 7 PM. The time is to coincide with the funeral services at
Morningside Methodist Church in Center Junction, Kentucky, where Tom Darby will
be laid to rest beside the remains of his beloved wife, Mary Singer Darby. The
Belleview Town Council is proposing a small memorial in the courthouse square,

eventually to incorporate Tom Darby's red motorcycle, along with an heroic
statue, in a permanent memorial to his brave sacrifice. Darby's surviving family
have given their consent, reported a representative of Grey, Maxwell, & Thornby,
the trustees of Darby's estate.

    Reports of a mysterious sonic boom near the time of Tom Darby's death -that
broke all the glass in the hospital floor where he was being treated- cannot at
this time be either confirmed nor denied.

         
See: Hero  Page 4 and the listing in our Obituaries  Page 18

    "The two policemen and the fireman, who were injured while attempting to restrain Mr. Darby from entering the burning building, will be released from the ICU with a clean bill of health later today." At 83, he took down two cops and a fireman, then kicked down a door? And managed to save the child, too? Old Man, at least you went out with style. Or did you? Was Callow right? Simon thought. Is this just a change of identity, or is Darby really dead?


8:12 AM, August 29th

    Simon answered the knock at his front door to find a small, slender man in thick-lensed horn-rimed glasses, holding an ornate wooden box under one arm. The man was a complete nebbish- so totally unmemorable that he could pass for invisible.
   "Doctor Simon Litchfield?" the man asked. "Hello, my name is Maxwell. I’m a partner in the law firm of Grey, Maxwell, and Thornby. I'm here on a matter of a bequest to you from Tom Darby's estate. He left you a little something in his will."
    "Do come in,” Simon said as he let the man into his Georgetown townhouse.  “I just read his obituary this morning. I gather that the funeral is tomorrow?"
    "Yes,” Maxwell said as he looked around the place, “his family stipulated that there be no guests at the funeral proper. All mourners outside the immediate family are to be directed to the memorial service in the town where he died, instead.  You, however, are a special case. Because of your…rather unique circumstances of meeting Mr. Darby, he felt it necessary to place a clause in his will forbidding us from contacting you until this moment."
     "I see," Simon said. "I think... Please, do sit down."
    "Thank you. Most kind," Maxwell said as he sat on Simon's couch. The springs creaked alarmingly for a moment, then became quiet just as suddenly. "Yes-" the small, dapperly dressed man continued. "He wished to protect your own- hobbies, those that coincided with his. And he wrote that he fully understands if you are unable to attend the memorial service. But as a token of his respect, he left you this." Maxwell handed the small box to Simon. It was about the same size as a box of cigars, but the ornate carving on the deeply polished red wood promised contents far more valuable than mere tobacco.
    "One of those insanely accurate target pistols he carried?" Simon asked after he'd opened up the hand-carved red oak presentation box. The contents gleamed up at Simon with the patina of beauty that all well-crafted machines share. Memories of Tom Darby came flooding back to Simon in that instant.
    "Indeed. A Colt .45 1991-A1, fine-tuned as far as the best pistol smiths can make it. We believe that the other one, the 1911-A1 that he normally carried, was lost in the fire that claimed his life. Among his effects was listed an empty holster and ammunition for a .45 auto. He wanted you to have this one, to remember him by. He wrote that we were to tell you that this is the very same one that he handed to you on the island. Rather cryptic, but I assume you understand his reference. He had the presentation box specially made for you.  And there is one other thing..."
    "Yes? What? Excuse me, I was lost in thought. You were saying?"
    "In a private garage," Maxwell said as he leaned closer to Simon across the coffee table, pulled a plastic card out of his jacket pocket, and lowered his voice. "At the address on this key-card, you will find an exotic sports car- of a type with which I think you are already familiar -that will be stored for your future use. Simply call the number on that card and leave a message that you will be needing the car. Within an hour, it will be ready for you to pick up."
    "Unusual arrangements," Simon said as he took the plastic card from the lawyer. "I assume that the car has only three wheels... Some sort of leasing contract? Will I have to pay a membership fee?"
    "No, not at all," Maxwell replied in the same secretive voice. "The car will be titled, registered, and insured to the garage. Its an old fire station that he and some friends of his bought together. They converted it into an auto shop as a sort of hobby. Mr. Darby instructed us to sell off some tracts of land from his estate and establish a trust fund for the staff of that garage. He had inherited the land from his grandfather, and held on to it for many years as an investment. All the bills and the staff will be paid out of the trust fund. There's enough to keep them comfortable from now through their retirement years. Your occasional use of the car will give them something to do. They helped him build the car, you see. And they helped to keep it in repair after some of his- business trips in it."
    "I'm beginning to understand," Simon said slowly. "These are people he trusted, is that what you're telling me?"
    "Exactly, Doctor. People he worked with. People he could count on in any sort of- emergency, so to speak. Oh, one last thing, Doctor. Whenever you find yourself inside the garage, remember your Bluebeard and don't try to open any locked doors."
    "I see,” Simon spoke, slowly moving into the tone of voice normally reserved for Callow.  “Everything has become-- most clear, Mr. Maxwell."
    "Then I thank you for your time, Dr. Litchfield," Maxwell said, rising from the couch. "Please don't get up. I'll let myself out. Oh, if you ever find yourself in need of legal representation, please don't hesitate to call our offices. We specialize in the unique needs of people in- Mr. Darby's line of work, for instance. Good day."

     Good Lord, Darby! What have you gotten me into? If that little bugger was a lawyer, I'll eat my hat. Thank you for the gifts- but what the hell else have you gifted me with? Contacts into the organization that you really worked for?A bolt-hole to run to if some Nightwatch caper goes awry? Five will get you twenty that these "mechanics" are a lot more than just a bunch of good ol' boys that Darby grew up with. And that offer of legal aid- What are they going to do? Come bail me out of some Turkish prison? No- No... I've just been contacted by Darby's real employers. And they think he told me enough about them... What? To be dangerous to them? Surely not. To become an ally of some kind? Is it possible that they're trying to recruit me? Simon laughed aloud. Or is this about Nightbird Five? Darby warned me not to trust the people who built it for him. Of course, he'd lost a lot of blood by then... Damnation! Darby, this is a pretty puzzle you've presented me with. I wonder if the car is real, or if calling to pick up the car is just the password? Password to what? Tom, what have you done? Who were you, really? Simon sat back down, placed the target pistol on his coffee table, next to the red velvet-lined box, and stared at the key-card, remembering the time he spent with Tom Darby. The afternoon sunlight slowly faded to evening gloom as Simon sat, lost in thought.
   


**********
Year Two, September:
"Look Ma, I'm on top of the world!"
[Acceleration]

7:12 AM, September 9th

    "Man, that thing is big!" Mission Specialist Charlie Helden exclaimed.
    "Cut the chatter, Red Two," replied Captain Simmons absently as she read through a checklist.
    "Huh?" Charlie said as he tore his attention away from his workstation's view screen.
    "Sorry, Charlie. Mark it down to pre-launch jitters."
    "OK Cap."
    "This is Fleet Control, Scouts One through Five are go for launch. Scouts Six through Ten are directed to stand by at Pre-launch Alert. Scouts Eleven through Fifteen are directed to finalize launch preparations..."
    "Holy shit. We're actually going to do this!" Paul Chung said, excitement plain in his voice.Comet Cthulu, Mapping Flight
    "What? You think we came all this way just to tape some photos?" came the vaguely vacuous voice of Angelina Proctor. Her normal, slightly-out-of-it tone gave no hint of sarcasm or humor. It was as if she were somewhat slightly disconnected from reality. She was a certified genius, but then again, she might just as easily be certifiable. She knew her stuff, though.
   Tom sat back and waited on the launch clearance for his team's tiny ship. The fat arrowhead shape of the four-engine craft giving lie to the power harnessed in its chubby wedge form. The widely-spaced engines rested quietly now, but eagerly awaiting their moment to howl out their defiance to the universe. Tom looked around at the wide, circular viewport that Abby's piloting station sat in the center of, the other scattered duty consoles placed strategically around the circumference of the flight deck, including the instruments on his own control console. Funny, Tom thought, being stuck in a can in space isn't too bad if you can see out a big window. Finally, the interminable wait was over.
    "This is Fleet Control, Scouts Six through Ten are go for launch. Scouts Eleven through Fifteen are directed to stand by at Pre-launch Alert...."
   
"Launch in five," Abby intoned. "Four, three, two, one... Kick it!"
    Tom was rudely shoved back into his seat as the launch cradle, deep within the 0-g section of the carrier ship Saint George, harshly kicked the tiny Sister Ray out into the void, the quiet basso profundo moan of Sister Ray's engines vibrating the ship's cabin adding to the rush in Tom's head.  Briefly, up and down lost their meaning, and Tom had to fight to regain his sense of orientation.  He focused on the border of the window, on the stationary console in front of him.
    "We're out," grunted Captain Darlene, against the gentle stress of the launch g-forces. The widow Simmons was the perfect organizer for the madcap crew of Sister Ray. Unflappable, ingenious, and resourceful, she had carried on in the space program after the accidental death of her husband, Major Ron Simmons, in a tragic fuel-cell bay explosion at Cape Canaveral half a decade or more ago. Her elegantly gray-streaked black hair, now pulled back in a long pony-tail to better fit inside the helmet of her spacesuit, was the only indication of her fifty-plus years of age. Her unlined face was calm as she queried the crew for flight data and managed to keep the crew's jokes to a minimum. "Angelina, mark our sister ships and keep track of their positions. Rogan, keep an eye on the short range radar. We don't want any accidents, Mickey. Weldon, fire up your instruments. We need particle densities and hazard estimates. Abby, what's our status?"
    "On course and within the mission nominals, Cap. Gonna have to throttle back, though."
    "Details?"
    "Two and a half kilometers from the George- fourteen kilometers from Cthulu's surface. Holding assigned course and speed- within our estimated plus-or-minus range. All four engines read nominal at one third thrust. Not towing anything, that means we are hauling ass, Girlfriend. Throttling back to one quarter thrust. Still within mission parameters.Course and speed still nominal. Orbital intercept insert in seven minutes. We are in the projected mission slot and proceeding as planned..."
    "Dust count at one part per ten CCs," Tom said, after a moment's hesitation. "No visible gravel or boulders to use for estimates yet. Still scanning."  Despite his on-the-job training, Tom had to force himself to concentrate and keep his mind off of where he actually was.
    "Radar? What's the scoop, Rogan?"
    "Short range showing a cloud of thick dust, maybe sand and gravel, covering close to a cubic kilometer, but off of our projected course by five degrees ahead and to port- roughly, three kilometers ahead," said Mickey. "Long range showing surface clutter from Cthulu, the other ships in our flight, and the George behind us. Other traces indicate the rest of the fleet and the other scout flights..."
    "Heads-up is highlighting the cloud for me now Cap," Abby said confidently. "The IR reader shows its bigger than Mickey's radar estimate. I need to divert three extra degrees to starboard to clear it safely."
    "Do it, Abby. Make it five degrees extra."
    "Yes Ma'am."
   "Charlie," Simmons barked as the tension began to build, "launch one of the marker buoys. Program it to stop in the outer edge of the sand cloud, and drift with it.  And pray the damn thing actually flies and holds station."
    "I'm on it, Cap."
    "This whole thing is one big field test," Simmons muttered under her breath.  "You'll have to look up the settings for the size and composition of the cloud."
    "I'm already on that Cap," said Angelina. "Got the marker code search running while Charlie was programming the launcher. Downloading the blinker pattern to Charlie's console now."
    "Good work, good work,” Captain Darlene said.  “Report it to Fleet Control. They'll have to map our course deviation against everyone else's projected course.  It’s too damn early in the mission to have a bad day now."
    "Got it, Cap..." Angelina said a moment later, as she finished sending the signal.
    "This is Fleet Control," they heard in their headphone speakers three minutes later. "Scouts Eleven through Fifteen are go for launch. Navigation buoy from Scout 9 is now noted. All ships, be advised of navigational hazard at the location of buoy 9-01."
     The crew sat down to their assigned tasks.
    "She handles better without the net module," Abby said aloud after a few minutes of silent flying. "The mapping module is way lighter. She's a lot more maneuverable without the extra weight. Way faster, too. Handles more like a speedboat than a tugboat, now..."
    Tom nodded as if in agreement, then glanced around the flight deck of the small ship. I ought to be feeling more cramped than I do in here. But the elbow room is more than ample. I think having the control stations mounted radially and taking advantage of the zero-g environment really adds to the illusion of extra headroom and legroom. Even the Safety Yellow paint job on the outside makes sense. Now, if I could just get used to seeing people hanging upside-down, and sideways... Tom shook his head, breathed three quick breaths, and  took his attention back to his own instrument console.  All of the details he was noting proved to him that the distraction techniques he was practicing were still working. Back to work before I start thinking about what’s on the other side of these walls...
   
"That was the idea behind making these things modular," Captain Darlene said. "So we can use this sports car version as Recon fliers, like now. Abby, take us down a little further."
    "Some sports car,” Abby laughed.  “Yes Ma'am, taking us down."
    "Then just hook up the other service modules," Darlene continued as Abby snaked the winged wedge shape of the little ship closer to the comet's surface. "And use 'em for workhorses when we start cleaning up our mess."  Simmons laughed quietly as she thought of just how recently she'd seen the plan for what was supposed to be the vacuum chamber test article for the prototype for this whole class of ship.  "Altitude? Dust count?"
    "Eleven kilometers from the comet's surface," Mickey said.
    "Dust at one part per five CCs," Tom answered smoothly. The extra hours he had spent training on his duty station were now paying off.
    "Take us down to six kilometers, Abby."
    "Yes, Ma'am."

**********

    "Damn, you can see the notch where Tesla chopped the Tunguska fragment off."
    "Follow the curve of the surface there," Simmons said.  "Let's get a good look at Tesla's marksmanship."
    "I'm on it, Capt'n Darlene."Comet Cthulu: Close Orbit Radar Mapping
    "Ho-ly shit," Paul slowly intoned as the little yellow ship rounded the comet's surface. "He nailed it! Look at the way that's been melted."
    "Tell me that that Mother couldn't shoot," Charlie said reverently. "Just try. I'll call you a liar to your face. From the ground, he damn near cut the thing in half. And that was with a tower the size of a lighthouse?"
    "Only a mad-man would dream he had a chance of stopping this bugger with a single weapon," Darlene said, thinking out loud. "God bless 'im. The fool saved our lives once already. Now his Zap-gun is going to save us again. That settles it. When we get back I'm writing the Pope and submitting Tesla for sainthood."
    "Agreed," Tom said. "Though I don't know if Tesla was Catholic."
    "Doesn't matter," Angelina contributed absently as she ran her duty station console through another diagnostic check. "Neither was Jesus..."
    "What she said," Abby added, grinning.
    "All right," Darlene said. "We've obviously found the best spot for the big gun to start digging first. Now, let's see where the other target areas ought to be. Weldon, what's the dust count, this close in?"
    "Two per CC," Tom replied after a moment's study of the readouts on his duty console. "A little thicker than normal," Hah!, whatever normal is, "but we are orbiting a comet. From what I've studied, this isn't anything to endanger the ship. But bigger rocks have to be expected to be out there. If we hit something the size of a baseball at this speed, we'll all be grateful for those endless hours of spacesuit drill."
    "Good," Darlene said. "Abby, take us closer. I want to get down to two kilometers. But be prepared to pull up if Weldon's dust count climbs into the danger zone. Charlie, Angelina- Now is your time to shine, kids. Gimme some good numbers from your scans. Start scanning as soon as we get below three kilometers. We need fault lines and fractures, people. This bugger has to be split like a diamond. Paul, back-up Mickey on the radar. You're behind on your cross-training hours. I'm not going to stand for that, Mister. I will not have slackers in my crew."
    "Yes Ma'am!"
    "I'll see you in my office after we dock back on the George, Mister Chung. For now, we've got a job to do. Did I say something funny, Abby?"
    "No Ma'am, Cap. You just sounded like my Daddy there for a second. Made me sort of homesick."
    "I see. Your Dad was a good Captain?"
    "He didn't take any shit off anyone, and he didn't tolerate laziness, Ma'am. And he always brought everyone home. You two are alike in that. In my book, that's a good Captain."
    "Thank you, Abby."
    "Of course, you don't have that nasty beard like Daddy did-"
    "Thank you, Abby."
    "And you-"
    "Large rock," Paul interrupted. "Dead ahead, three hundred meters!"
    "I'm on it," Abby said. "Diverting two degrees below the rock... I've driven trucks smaller than that thing. How'd we miss it on visual?"
    "Dust count at four per CC," Tom added.
    "Good work on the radar, Paul."
    "Thanks, Cap."
    "Got a natural fault line," Angelina sang out with glee, only moments later.
    "I've got a huge vent..." Charlie answered. "Looks like the perfect place to plant some charges. Or to start carving... There are small fractures running out from it everywhere..."
    "Got it marked Charlie," said Mickey. "Yours too, Angelina. Looks like there's a good place to land nearby if they want to use thermite there instead of the cutter."
   

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     Sept. 25
        18:48 GMT
       UNSS St. George
      Cthulu Expedition

       Stephanie,
  Thank you again for sending those song files. The ship's library seems to
have avoided stocking any jazz albums, or Johnny Cash either. Things
out here have been busy. Work work work...  But we've made great strides. 
I've been spending a lot of my free time with Abby and Sam in the flight
simulators, getting extra training. But sometimes we play flight sim games,
too. I've become proficient at being Power Engineer on the game's space combat
sim. (Laughs) Somehow, we've gotten a reputation among the crew, too.

  The food out here isn't at all bad. There is more fresh stuff than frozen.
I think there's a garden somewhere in the spin section. You wouldn't believe
what the cooks out here can do with a few fresh veggies and a nice steak. I'm
going to have to watch it, before I have to get my suit let-out along the waistline.
 (grin)

  The Mess Hall also has lots of video screens set to different entertainment
channels from home. We get the news and game shows with a little time delay,
but still- its better than you think. Some of the BBC shows are stuff I've never
seen before. I'm beginning to get hooked on BritComs. (laughs)

 Captain Simmons has put Abby in charge of my suit drills. As much for the
Doctor / Patient thing as to keep me in training. I set a new personal best yesterday.
Abby barged into my room, honking an obnoxious air horn, and throws my suit at
me. I had it unrolled, on, and sealed in 13 and a fraction seconds. Abby says she's
not going to be satisfied until I can get it under 10 seconds. She says I'm still courting
burst ear drums and capillary damage on my skin. But still, practice makes perfect,
they say.

    Well, here's Sam and Abby now. They want me to go down to the mess hall with them.
Its time for Abby's soap opera. She's hooked on Dr. Who. OK I'll send this and write
you again later.

          Tom



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Year Two, October:
The Events of:
The Sin Watcher



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Year Two, October:
Building the Perfect Beast
[Start Me Up]

8:02 PM, October 2nd

    "We've spent a month drilling out holes for thermite charges and rocket mountings, Charlie. Not to mention all those damn anchor rods for the sails... Its about time we showed some progress. When do we attach the sails and start firing up the lasers?"
    "Day after tomorrow,"
Captain Charlie Gibson replied- a brief smile creasing his tired, care-worn features. "If everything goes well. I hear the Admiral is planning a fancy party to celebrate, come Saturday night."
    "Oh yeah? Celebrate what? The work just getting started?" Former granite-mining engineer Greg Lazar tiredly looked up from his dinner tray at his friend Charlie, while brushing his raven-black hair out of his face. For an instant, Greg's warm brown eyes peeked out unimpeded, until at last, his unruly hair fell back over his forehead as if it had a mind of it's own. "We've still got to hook up all two hundred fifty of those Solar and Mag-Lev sails and ships to all those bloody-damned anchor rods. And we've still got over seven hundred rockets left to mount, not to mention five thousand thermite pots to seat... The work's not even half started... Then there's those damn targets for the Hephaestus laser platforms to do their blasting and fine navigation corrections... ""
    "Yeah," Charlie said, "
but we've been working our butts off. We've got a hell of a lot done. Old Man Herndon thinks we need to blow off a little steam.Celebrate getting the first rockets mounted, and the first sails anchored."
    "Well, here's to the Admiral then,"
Greg replied as he raised his glass in a toast, then downed the wine in a few brief gulps. The rest of the crews at the nearby tables in the mess hall of the Saint George followed suit as the word got passed along. The Mess Hall's Wait-Staff was going to be busy for the next half hour, at least.
    "Yeeehaw! Its party time!" one said excitedly.
    "As you were, Smithers. Don't get carried away," Charlie snapped at his youngest crewman. Tom grinned at Abby and Sam at the young recruit's embarrassment.
    "Yes sir."
    "Just remember, Country Line Dancing doesn't work in zero-g."
    "But sir? What if we wear Velcro shoes?"
    "Smithers!"
    "Shutting up, sir..." said the young man with the ginger hair and glasses as he shyly returned his attention to his dinner tray. Even from two tables up, Tom Weldon could feel the heat from the young man's embarrassed blush. Too many military and ex-military types around here, he thought. They're so damned tight-assed it's hilarious!

    Tom laughed as he returned his attention to the steak and salad on the plastic tray in front of him- the nearby conversations in the mess hall returning to their normal muted volume. The mess hall's bland, neutral gray walls contrasted sharply with the smells of the foods. Smell better if we weren't in space, he thought. Physiologists still haven't figured that effect out.  There were a few large pictures and paintings adorning the walls, and several large intercom view-screens offered the diners the option of watching various entertainment programming picked up from Earth's communications networks- with a six or seven hour long light-speed delay because of the distance back to Earth. No such thing as an Instant Message out here, Tom thought to himself as he ate. Abby seemed glued to one nearby screen that was showing re-runs of the BBC's latest incarnation of their Doctor Who program. Samantha seemed to take this as normal. Conversation between the two women didn't seemed strained or forced, Tom noticed. So he concluded that there wasn't an argument going on- but that Abby's zombie-like fandom of the TV show was something that Sam had long ago learned to cope with, even if she didn't seem to share it. Samantha was watching another screen which seemed to be showing the new revival of Dark Shadows. That
Elijah Wood kid makes a damn good Willy Loomis, Tom had to admit to himself as he carved another bite of his dinner. The warm-blood scent of lightly broiled beef tantalized his nose as the smell finally came close enough to register and as the light-weight ceramic knife from the mess hall's flatware cut through Tom's porterhouse steak- as if the knife were a laser-scalpel. The delicately cooked meat seemed to melt in his mouth- even as at the next bite, the riot of tastes from his salad also finally flooded his senses. The Blue Cheese is aged to perfection,  he thought to himself as he listened to his table mates talking among themselves. And the steak is perfect. Maybe you get that sense of taste back after being out here long enough. But- how the hell are we keeping these veggies fresh for our salads? We're months away from Earth... These greens don't taste frozen... This broccoli just has to be fresh. Are we growing lettuce and tomatoes, and bell peppers and whatnot, in some kinda hydroponics section? Here on the ship? That would be really neat to see. I'll have to ask around, next time I'm off duty. Hmmm, mushrooms! These can't be more than two days old... I don't care where this stuff is coming from, this is the best food I've had in years. There are restaurants who are gonna pale by comparison, when I get back home. I'm going to have to start a file on these cooks and keep track of them after we go home. This is wonderful... Um mm... Great steak... Umm... Tom enjoyed his meal as he made small talk with his friends and glanced from screen to screen at the different TV shows. Who'd of thought that Adam Ant- of all people -would totally nail the part of Barnabas Collins so damn well? It's like he was made for this one role. I wouldn't have believed it if I hadn't seen it with my own eyes. Hmm? What's that on the NASCAR channel over there? Hayden Dale just blew by Nick Sampson in that last lap- He took the win! Abby owes me a fiver- She hates Hayden Dale... I wonder if there is some of that blueberry cheesecake left from last night's dessert?


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     Oct. 25
        15:48 GMT
       UNSS St. George
      Cthulu Expedition

       Miranda,
  Thank you again for sending those voice files! Now my computer plays
them for system events. (laughs) Its so nice to hear your voice once more.
I can't tell you how much better it feels to hear your words as well as read
them. I miss you so much.
    Turns out I was wrong about having a garden up here. The foods I thought
were fresh turned out to be freeze-dried and re-constituted. All the cooking
and seasoning was done before the individual items were flash-frozen. I don't
understand the process, but Hidalgo International Tech holds the copyright.
Whatever the process, the food is still wonderful. Charlie Helden, a tech on
our Tug crew, told me all about it. He has an uncle that works for Hildago.
The whole expedition is like that. Everyone works for one of the big companies
or space agencies. Every ship is like a little UN or multi-national corporation.
Just in our tug, we have NASA, JSSA, HIT, SE, and Probe represented. And that
doesn't include myself and Abby. Good thing, huh?  We need those guys to tell
us what the hell just broke and how the hell to fix it!  (LOL)
    You've gotten Sam and Abby to back down on Mothering me, haven't you?
(grin) I told you the girls had better things to do with their time. (laughs)

    The work is going well. And the training is forever ongoing. I've gotten my
suit drills down to 11 seconds now. Abby and Capt. Darlene still think that's
too long, but they say I'm making progress. My duty station on the tug is
getting easier, too. I do wish that someone made keyboards with keys that
fit my big fingers, though. (laughs)  Thank heavens we had enough drift time out
here for me to not be completely incompetent.  This is more than a simple
shrink ever planned to do!

    Aside from the work and the training, there's not a lot else to talk about.
I'll be glad when we head back for home, and the job is done. I miss you. I
keep thinking about that time we were in the park, feeding the squirrels, and
that big one ran right up the bench leg to perch on the arm and beg. That was
so cute. Sometimes I just sit here in my room and think back on everything.
Just remembering home. I'm surrounded by people, but being without you is
torture. I can't wait to hold you in my arms once again. I better send this off
before I tear up or something.

       Love,
             Tom



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Year Two, November:
Testing the Rigging
[Wild Horses]

8:17 PM, November 3rd

    "Strain on the lines is nominal."
    "Frag One, Light-Sail Seven- Fully deployed."
    "Frag One, Mag-Sail Two- Fully deployed."
    "Frag One, Lasersats One through Ten report anchored and all tethers test in the green."
    "Frag One, Boosters One through Fourteen report embedded and ready. Boosters Fifteen through Thirty report work proceeding on schedule."
    "Mission control confirms Frag One report. Frag Two Teams, report now..."
    And the work went on...

**********

     Simon, working late in his office, pressed his fingers onto a fingerprint scanner and waited patiently.  There was a click, and then he opened a black case.  Carefully, he placed some data disks with thoroughly unofficial (and probably classified) information into the case and then closed the lid.
     Streaming video from one of the cable news channels was playing in the background on the computer, and as Simon reached up to rub his eyes, something he heard caught his attention.
     "...of the Associated Press is reporting the widely reported near-miss of Cthulu may have been deliberately underplayed.  We go now to Shane Yancey at the science desk for a breakdown of what this all means.  Shane..."
     Oh damn, Simon thought.  The cones of silence have hit the fan...
     "Well, Pat," Yancey said, "I want to emphasize that all of this is unconfirmed, but if the report is to be believed, Cthulu may have been aptly named after all.  Classified figures revealed in Caesar Nunez's report show that there is still uncertainty about the actual path Cthulu is taking.  Lending this news an even greater air of urgency is an apparent and previously classified mission by a significant force to intercept and study Cthulu.  The presence of so many astronauts in space..."
     Hit the fan hard, he thought as he picked up his cell phone and dialed Stephanie.  "No time to explain," he said quickly, "just switch to channel 91.  You'll see."
     "Shane," the anchor said, "the Nunez report also made mention of the phrase 'The sky is falling.'  Now those are very ominous words..."
     Hit the fan and shattered, Simon thought as he shook his head.
     "Oh dear," Stephanie said blankly over the phone.  "Looks like the shit's hit the fan.  How on earth are they going to spin this?"
     "They've got those reporters embedded up there," Simon spoke quietly.  "From what Callow tells me those guys have been very carefully guided around so that, as far as they know, this whole mission is just for practice."  Simon laughed cheerlessly.  "Meaning they aren't buying it for one second, but they'll play their part."
     "The genie's out of the bottle," Stephanie murmured.  "The whole cover story's going to unravel.  It may not be now, but..."
     Simon looked up towards the ceiling and thought about the clear night sky above the roof.  "I only hope they send back good news before the panic sets in down here.  It won't be pretty."
     "As Tom says," Stephanie continued, "that would be one heck of a bad day."

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Quote from official United Nations Press Release #5529-37125:

Comet Cthulu Expedition
 -- UNSS YORIMASA --
13:00 GMT
-- Nov. 12th

    "The view here, from the 0-G command deck of the UNSS Yorimasa, through the ship's huge main view port, is incredible. The open wire loops and connecting lines of the Mag-Sails have been painted a reflective white to aid other craft to avoid them. They look like huge cowboy lassos, but with six ropes attached instead of just one. The electro-magnetic fields that these seemingly empty wire loops use instead of Earthly winds, are made of charged particles, ions, sprayed out from our Sun as what is normally called the 'solar wind.' The Mag-Sails will use this ionic breeze from the sun to apply braking thrust to Comet Cthulu. And later, to fly the comet's shattered fragments into new and useful orbits. Or off on long exploration flights to distant parts of our solar system.
    The butterfly wing-thin material of the other type of sail-craft that the expedition will use; the hexagonal, Fresnel lens-shape of the Light-Sails designed by the late Robert Forward, are casting spotlight beams of reflected sunlight back into the night and on to the "Popeyes". Those "Popeyes" are the antique space capsules of Earth's Golden Age of Spaceflight. They make up the bulk of the control and lifesystems for the fleet of sail-craft for the expedition. Each has been fitted with a special docking collar that mates to a generic sail-control module. Whether Mag sail or Light sail, these refitted antique ships will once again be serving new duties in the void that they were designed for, so long ago.
    Formations of these smaller-sailed ships have already anchored themselves to Comet Cthulu. Fastened to hastily assembled docking frameworks- attached to long mooring lines anchored deeply into the comet. These are set far between the much larger sails that are attached directly to special anchors set extra-deeply into the comet's surface. These much larger sails, of both kinds, are controlled directly from locations dug into the rock, itself. After the comet is split into more manageable chunks, these former space capsules and jet planes will become an independent fleet of service vessels for the different fragments. The fragments themselves will be flown by pilots in the 'dug-in' control rooms. But for now, the smaller, independent sail-ships have a more important job.  Every part of this training mission fits together like puzzle pieces.
    Every moment that these different sails reflect sunlight and ionized solar wind particles back the way they come, increases the chances of Earth's safety. As each sail takes up it's assigned position, the path of the comet is subtly changed more and more. The mission's imaginary danger is not over, but it is now somewhat less urgent than before. There aren't enough sails to do the job entirely, however. No. That's what the rockets and thermite are for.
    Long days and nights of testing the critical linkages will follow, sail after sail, rocket motor, Lasersat, or thermite pot- Everything has to be installed, finalized, confirmed, tested, re-confirmed, and all filed away in the huge mission log-file. Everything has to work the first time, and every time. No screw-ups, no excuses. It is a very Nicola Tesla-like philosophy that has seemed to permeate the entire project from it's first inception: